Uuuuuuggghhhh!!! What a day!

Today started off good. Then 15 minutes before I go to see my psych., a bomb falls out the sky. It's like, I heard it, but just never ran for cover. So I was devastated for a few minutes, biting off the head of my electrical specialist. But he thought I was kidding and pushed. Not a good idea! I had to choose between chopping his head clean off or respond like Christ. Hhm. God has a lot of pull lately and convinced me to back off. Psych appointment was late but I didn't care; just sat there and read Christianity Today-some great articles, by the way, for those who like reading this type of periodical. It went fine talking with her and I even found out one of her receptionist is in the singles at Hunter Street. Cool! She is cute, but don't think I'll pursue it. Nah. Anyway, Went back to work and couldn't focus for the life of me all day long. I was so distracted by the news from earlier, but decided God was gonna take care of me, as He promises, because I gave it over to Him.

Now I'm sure at this point all of you are wondering what I am ranting about. Well, not telling you in public. It's personal and private. In fact most people will never know. But my whole point is simply to ask you for prayer: that I will trust God and remain faithful, stay calm and not let my focus on Him stray, and that I will not let depression creep back in. Ha, ha, Omar is ruling this body now.

Someone said recently that when you are trusting God the most and closest to Him, you are tested much harder in life-or something like that. He gives as much as He knows you can handle, to see you overcome sin by His grace and make your faith even stronger. After being broken last week (and it's still in my head daily) I didn't think I could get much lower. Things were so looking up and going great. Maybe I got cocky! Don't feel cocky, but God is still convicting me of some things that I should have taken care of long ago. I hate procrastination. God, please free me of it starting today! It's like a ball and chain that you forget is there until you try to get up and run. Sorry, got to focus again.

Thanks for reading this blog even though it didn't pay off with some big ending or cool thoughts or something. Please pray with me that I will seek God's wisdom, guidance, and and blessing through the next couple of months. Thank you guys for coming by. You rock.

David